Poetry

Sweet Revenge

“This r e v e n g e of mine
tastes so much sweeter knowing
I’ve risen off the ground
and left my darkness behind.”

I remember, when I was little, how much I dreamt about. I remember wondering if I would escape my dark world and find my way to the other side. I remember wondering what my future would look like if I did. And I knew, as I hit the floor, that if I made it, I wouldn’t waste it. I wouldn’t be anything like the man that took so much of me. The one that robbed me of my childhood. I knew I would find a way to pick myself back up and overcome. I knew I was born for more than what he wanted from me.

And I didn’t care how long it took, but I was determined to dream. Not to chase them — because true dreamers will find a way to make them a reality. And that’s what I’ve done. I might be far from perfect, but that list of dreams — every little thing I ever wanted, but was told I would never have — has dwindled. The future made room for me. My dreams have been realized, and with every passing day, I move closer and closer to knowing, with every part of myself, that I won the fight of my life. I beat him, and a carved a life for myself.

That is how I have overcome him. That is how I’ve survived this long. That r e v e n g e of mine tastes so much sweeter when I know I’ve risen off the ground and left him in the past.

© Sarah Doughty
2018

I rose above
the thing he made of me,
and became so much more.

The darkness is just a memory
that haunts me now.

2 thoughts on “Sweet Revenge”

  1. I was about to write “beautiful and inspiring” then saw the first comment said the same thing. But it is. And it isn’t just the words, it is the substance. I am so glad you were able to rise above. I love that the child inside you succeeded just like she planned. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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  2. So beautiful and inspiring! I wish so many people were capable of feeling this rather than giving up or giving in. I never judge, though, because I do not know how bad things can get.

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