Poetry, Updates

It’s Time To Say

“My darling, to say that I miss you
would be an understatement.”

To say that I miss you
would be an understatement.
To say that I’m tired
would be sugar coating
the amount of exhaustion I feel.
To say that I’m struggling
and feel like everything
is falling out of control is like
saying a tornado is just a stiff breeze.

I’m doing everything I can to live up to the high expectations I set for myself and I’m feeling as though I’m drowning in it. I’ll pull through, though. But it’s time to say that I’m only one person and I just can’t keep up.

My plan is to slow down,
but never stop.

Because I have to write.

Because I need to write.

© Sarah Doughty
2015

For the sake of telling the story that needs told. For the sake of my characters, I will go on. But I’ll need one more cup of coffee. One more push. One more encouraging cheer from a friend. But, ultimately, I need to allow myself to breathe a little.

Not too much. Because the demons will take over if I let them. I have so many books I want to read, so many I need to write. It’s time that I learned how to pace myself. After so much pain, I deserve to give myself a break.

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