“But let me tell you this: she was never supposed to be tortured for loving you.”
You’re always keeping her at arm’s length, but your eyes are never far away. You tell her how much you need her, but continue to pretend you love someone else. Your presence in her life is like a car wreck happening in slow motion. I don’t know if you are oblivious to what you’re doing, or if you’re dragging her through hell for your own benefit. But let me tell you this: she was never supposed to be tortured for loving you.
© Sarah Doughty
Sarah Doughty 
I feel this one so strongly, Sarah. You’re magic. ❤
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As are you. Thank you!
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❤❤❤
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I have a poem sitting on my computer that contains that same type of message of “she was never supposed to be tortured for loving you.” So this poem resonated with me deeply. I’ll share it one day. Sometimes my poems need a little rest and distance before I’m ready to share them.
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Oh, I understand. It’s really unfortunate how often this happens to people. 💖
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It’s true and it really hurts…
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Ah, I’m sorry you know the feeling. Thank you for taking the time to read and comment.
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Love the combination of vulnerability and strength in this.
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I’m honored, thank you!
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Dang it, do I ever feel the angst of this. Sigh.
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Thank you so much!
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love hurts.. but it’s not supposed to.. if so, is it really love or obsession?
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You make a very good point. In this case, I believe it’s the latter.
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Such wisdom and truth is in you Sarah ❤
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Aw thank you!
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May the chains of torture be forged into bonds of self-love.
The anguish of ambivalence transformed to confidence and
A renewal that she is worth loving.
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Thank you, my friend!
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I substituted him and read it for myself, and I know just for whom it applies. Probably more than one to be honest, but I hope it’s just the one.
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Yes, even though my pieces sometimes define a gender, they’re meant to be androgynous, so anyone can interpret it as it suits their lives.
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