This could be me. I have done the same thing, wasted years of my life on someone that never gave a damn. If I had not have left I, I would still be clinging to hope that would have never materialized.
I left, and then I went back hoping he would change, but finally realized it was hopeless.He passed on, so I can not fall for him again. If he were alive and he called I don’t know what I would do. I let myself be totally swept up in him and what I wanted him to be, which he was not. It was all for nothing. What bothers me is not knowing why he did what he did,
Oh, I understand that. My abuser died before the worst of my memories as a child resurfaced, so I can never confront him and ask him why. From everything he did, I’ve been told by trained professionals that he was most likely a sociopath. I’m sorry that you can’t have any closure either.
Sorry the last comment was wrong… Let me try again. I think there’s always a question of what if. What could have been if things were different? Dream Spell was based on that concept.
Ah! I have no words that would rise above my surging emotions and do these words the justice they deserve. Let me just nod and smile and hide the mist in my eyes and accept the tragedy of the heart, that you’ve illuminated through your poem.
Sarah Doughty 
This could be me. I have done the same thing, wasted years of my life on someone that never gave a damn. If I had not have left I, I would still be clinging to hope that would have never materialized.
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Aw, I’m sorry to hear that. But I’m happy to hear you had the courage to leave.
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I did, but I went back, that was a mistake. That was it.
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But you finally did leave, right? Or did I misunderstand you?
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I left, and then I went back hoping he would change, but finally realized it was hopeless.He passed on, so I can not fall for him again. If he were alive and he called I don’t know what I would do. I let myself be totally swept up in him and what I wanted him to be, which he was not. It was all for nothing. What bothers me is not knowing why he did what he did,
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Oh, I understand that. My abuser died before the worst of my memories as a child resurfaced, so I can never confront him and ask him why. From everything he did, I’ve been told by trained professionals that he was most likely a sociopath. I’m sorry that you can’t have any closure either.
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I did indeed and all this time I’m still wondering why?
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Sorry the last comment was wrong… Let me try again. I think there’s always a question of what if. What could have been if things were different? Dream Spell was based on that concept.
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Yes those endless what ifs 😘😘
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I understand. I’ve asked myself many of those questions. 💕
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Sorry….
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No worries. Poetry can be fictional. 💕
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No, you where talking about me!!! haaaaaaaaaaaaaa , not my fault, tell the beer to stop drinking me
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Why would I say I’m wasting time on you?
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Ok, just got the ping. Something is up with WordPress tonight.
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Ah! I have no words that would rise above my surging emotions and do these words the justice they deserve. Let me just nod and smile and hide the mist in my eyes and accept the tragedy of the heart, that you’ve illuminated through your poem.
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Wow now that is truly an amazing comment. Thank you.
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You’re welcome. I write only what I feel, and there is nothing I could add to the message of your poem anyway. All I could do is feel it most keenly.
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I’m honored, thank you.
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Credit where it is due. 🙂
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Hope: as tricky a concept as love. Better to avoid both, in my opinion. There are better alternatives… 🙂
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Ah, that’s true. But love and hope are very nice while they last.
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Meaningful words! This actually scared me and made me think what will be my future be like with him or not. 😉
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Oh, I’m sorry to hear that. Keep your head up. ❤
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Its OK. Don’t be sorry. I am fine now. 🙂
Stay in touch.
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You as well.
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That sucks. I mean the message, not your writing. That was good.
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Haha, non, I understood what you meant. 💕
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LOL
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😆 my autocorrect hates me.
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It hates all of us.
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No* 😆
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You continue to be one of my favorites. Be well.
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You as well. 💖
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Thanks
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Reblogged this on a cornered gurl and commented:
I don’t think I could *feel* this even more if I tried. Superb, hands down.
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